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Will Tuttle's avatar

Beautiful writing, Ellen - very poignant and touching - thanks! I just posted my new essay on the Seven Deadly Psy-ops you might enjoy - https://www.worldpeacediet.com/2025/10/the-seven-deadly-psy-ops/ - Stay warm!!

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Ellen Livingston's avatar

Thanks Will, I will check out your essay!

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Ruth Jacobson's avatar

Yes, Ellen. Painful experiences definitely open doors to new possibilities, and especially asking "What is Life trying to teach me through this?" is rich investigation/contemplation. My heart is with you.

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Ellen Livingston's avatar

Friends like you help me through!

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Theresa's avatar

Thank you Ellen for your vulnerability and courage. Exploring what it means to be and experience in this situation we call “our life”. The easiest answer but the hardest one to accept is to stop looking outside of ourselves for fulfillment.

Until we reach this understanding we will continue our pursuit and end up with Leela.. I say this because I am in it with you and everyone and that’s not necessarily a negative thing,, it’s our divine teacher… 🌈

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Tricia Kolsby's avatar

Do you think self realization is the same thing as falling in love with one’s essence? You mention Self-Realization and I’ve been thinking about this concept. Welcome back, missed you! ❤️

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Ellen Livingston's avatar

That's one way to look at it! I think of it also as REMEMBERING who we really are, at our essence - whole, divine energetic beings of light and love.

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Tricia Kolsby's avatar

Ty ILU 💞

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